rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  1. Khloe-rose Gray

    Khloe-rose Gray

    3 minuten geleden

    Demi is perfect in my eyes tbh she's so damn strong and real only celebrity i look up to

  2. Brianna Nason

    Brianna Nason

    17 minuten geleden

    Just feel the need to point out to everyone with their “moderation doesn’t work” comments; ONE SIZE DOES NOT FIT ALL IN RECOVERY. it didn’t work for you or your friend or sibling or parent. But it works for DEMI. Balance is key. Thanks for coming to my TedTalk. 👏🏻😊

  3. Samantha Lacerda

    Samantha Lacerda

    39 minuten geleden

    what a ride

  4. Jocelyn Castillo

    Jocelyn Castillo

    Uur geleden

    Am I the only one upset that she didn’t bring Wilmer up and how he stuck by her in the hospital???

  5. calderonjd30


    2 uur geleden


  6. Karina Lombrozo

    Karina Lombrozo

    2 uur geleden

    i don’t think her eating is healed at all

  7. Karina Lombrozo

    Karina Lombrozo

    2 uur geleden

    elton !!!

  8. Meghan Trybalski

    Meghan Trybalski

    2 uur geleden

    As someone with bipolar who has looked up to Demi for so many years and felt like I finally had someone I could identify with when she came out with her diagnosis, I have to say it hit me really hard to hear that she was misdiagnosed. Don't get me wrong, I am happy she doesn't have to deal with this disease, but I feel kind of alone now. I know it doesn't make sense. I do just want what is best for her at the end of the day and know misdiagnosis is common.. it is just really messing with my head after all these years....

  9. Cheesecake


    2 uur geleden

    what song is this ? 20:41

  10. Nasirak Sang

    Nasirak Sang

    2 uur geleden

    wao e iso viendo todo esta que vienes mostrándonos y para mi demi tu porfíen eres libre de todo lo que te inculcaron y encajonaron y solo los verdaderos sobrevivientes sabemos lo que es salir adelante con esto y en mi vida también pase mis cosas y sobrevivo dia tras días con todo los problemas de mi país Venezuela lo que hay que hacer para trabajar duro y poder llevar las cosas al hogar y verte tan bella como siempre y que eres tan tu que despertaste tu ser tu gran espíritu de un letardo y siento y veo que vas a ser grandes cosas entre nosotros no te detengas por nada mi bella dama tu eres grande y maravillosa ojala tenga la oportunidad de algún dia conocerte y tomarnos un café y poder ver a mi gran artista soñada sigue adelante me despido y te deseo que el universo te siga dando bendiciones todo va estar bien me despido para segur viendo mas de ti te aprecio mucho y gracias gracias gracias por ser tan especial namaste 🤍💙🌻🙏

  11. This is KP

    This is KP

    2 uur geleden

    I don’t see you as a druggy or a drunky I see you as a human being who is working their way for survival love the hair cut you look beautiful ❤️🙏🏽

  12. Lostgirls club

    Lostgirls club

    3 uur geleden

    Did anyone else feel how raw the pain was in her expression and her voice?...damn

  13. J Chehovin

    J Chehovin

    3 uur geleden

    that hair cut reveal was EVERYTHING it looked like demi's soul came out in the physical world

  14. SysAdminAva


    4 uur geleden

    Her mother seems in denial.

  15. azgirl


    4 uur geleden

    I hope it works out but my dad has been an addiction counselor in the hospital for years and it’s never worked out. :( Atleast from what he’s seen

  16. Jomel Carrion

    Jomel Carrion

    4 uur geleden

    Some people say moderation doesn’t work but in my experience, it does. I have a close family member that for a substantial period of their life they were addicted to crack cocaine. They got clean and they found that weed/cannabis/marijuana helps calm and put to rest that constant need and desire to go and snort some crack or even smoke it. They have been sober for about 12 to 13 years, there’s been slip ups but with lots of support and understanding they will always make it through. I’m so glad that Demi has such a big support system and the freedom to try and see what does and what doesn’t work for her. We’re all different and we shouldn’t ever generalize because every body copes with certain things and adapts to situations in the best way they can.

    • Jomel Carrion

      Jomel Carrion

      4 uur geleden

      With alcohol, that’s a different story... I just hope she stays strong and healthy.

  17. Elyssa McCoy

    Elyssa McCoy

    4 uur geleden

    The fact that when i hear her voice shake when she's talking, I know that's her anxiety, because I do the exact same thing. 🥺 I wish she understood how much of an impact this series is making!

  18. Felipe Bustamante

    Felipe Bustamante

    5 uur geleden

    I love you Demi

  19. P L

    P L

    5 uur geleden

    Loser, never feel sorry for losers who are users!!

  20. P L

    P L

    5 uur geleden

  21. Maddy DeVeuve

    Maddy DeVeuve

    5 uur geleden

    I see a lot of people just saying that she's surrounded by "yes" people. But what I see is people who understand that her being fully sober can't be THEIR choice. She has to be in control of that. And moderation can work for some people.

  22. Dana Leigh

    Dana Leigh

    5 uur geleden

    I feel so many conflicting feelings watching this. Know you’re loved and take care, Demi.

  23. Kortney Tackett

    Kortney Tackett

    5 uur geleden

    Being my queer self.... Is that her coming out? Just genuinely curious?

  24. Josh and Kat

    Josh and Kat

    6 uur geleden

    Demi didn’t release her documentary for your opinions on her, it’s for her to tell her story and side and it’s so sad to see “fans” drag her in the comments because they disagree

  25. Titi Oke

    Titi Oke

    6 uur geleden

    Demi I love you so muchhhh, thank you for being so open and honest with us

  26. jennp


    7 uur geleden

    I get the impression she feels guilty about her OD & relapse, but isn’t actually ready to be sober. So, she walks the line - and tries moderation. It appeases her enablers, and relieves her guilt. She feels in control & is still able to indulge - all while feeling guilt free since they all condone her approach. I pray this works for her, and wish her only the best.

  27. Biggiecheeselover


    7 uur geleden

    I understood nothing

  28. Valerie Enderson

    Valerie Enderson

    7 uur geleden


  29. Kristen Josie

    Kristen Josie

    7 uur geleden

    I wish I had friends like Demi has to get through my addictions smh it’s hard and difficult but Demi is helping me so much

  30. Sarah Jensen

    Sarah Jensen

    8 uur geleden

    I want a cloud thing like that!!

  31. nina derosa

    nina derosa

    9 uur geleden

    Addicts cannot use in moderation. Period. It just does not work.

  32. Syleena Dawn

    Syleena Dawn

    9 uur geleden

    Medical Cannabis can save lives

  33. Kyla Rich

    Kyla Rich

    9 uur geleden

    Commander in Chief is the most ridiculous song I have ever heard for so many reasons.

  34. Sarah Castaneda

    Sarah Castaneda

    10 uur geleden


  35. Alicia B.

    Alicia B.

    10 uur geleden

    am I like the only one scared at how AIRBRUSHED Christina's makeup looks like??

  36. Adria Scherger

    Adria Scherger

    10 uur geleden

    Omg when she said i mourn the person i thought he was or whatever i felt that so much. I let someone in after a long time and i was fooled. He pretended to be everything i wanted. He wasnt

  37. Danijela & Leksi

    Danijela & Leksi

    10 uur geleden

    Does anyone know why she broke up with that guy

    • WOWZERS !

      WOWZERS !

      6 uur geleden

      He was obsessed, or something with trying to get a Disney star he would tweet about Selena Gomez, Ariana Grande, Miley Cyrus and Demi. Search Max Ehrich Selena Gomez tweets.

  38. Nicole Luciano

    Nicole Luciano

    10 uur geleden

    I would skip the drinking and just stick to cannabis .

  39. Khaelle Sky

    Khaelle Sky

    10 uur geleden

    her haircut is the cutest

  40. Willa Lareche

    Willa Lareche

    11 uur geleden

    21:02 is where Dying for your love Snoh alegra was shot... yes!!

  41. Willa Lareche

    Willa Lareche

    11 uur geleden

    I think the weed is fine but the alcohol will be the problem.

  42. Quiznoe


    11 uur geleden


  43. Eliška Rýdlová

    Eliška Rýdlová

    11 uur geleden

    Elton John was the only one in this documentary who knows. Moderation doesn't work. Sugar coated documentary with shitty message. I love her music but... nope. Just nope.

  44. Chelsea Bird

    Chelsea Bird

    11 uur geleden

    Love her laugh!

  45. Toni Flanagan

    Toni Flanagan

    11 uur geleden

    26:37 she is so fire I just can't 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  46. Mike Moffett

    Mike Moffett

    11 uur geleden

    These comments don’t pass the vibe check. As a former addict clean off hard drugs moderation was my baby step towards Recovery. Recovery is not one size fits all. Demi had done moderation for 2 years so that’s proof it works and it keeps her off hard drugs. So y’all she’s still learning and growing so stop saying she’s gonna overdose again because she won’t

  47. hrodBEr •

    hrodBEr •

    12 uur geleden

    whats it gonna take for youtube to stop showing me Demi Lovato ads. please I cant take it anymore

  48. Helena Booth

    Helena Booth

    12 uur geleden

    New hair cut and color is cuteeeeee 🥰



    12 uur geleden

    Live Every Moment,Laugh Everyday,Love Yourself Beyond Words(Love You,Live For You)! Live 🙏

  50. Its Roween

    Its Roween

    13 uur geleden

    Elton John is the head hauncho. Nobody tells him what to say.

  51. Ashley Furr

    Ashley Furr

    13 uur geleden

    wow. this series was beyond powerful

  52. mina 9032

    mina 9032

    13 uur geleden

    28:14 is the best part

    • Bored AF

      Bored AF

      11 uur geleden

      LMAOAOAOA yea it is

  53. Jenna Kratsas

    Jenna Kratsas

    14 uur geleden

    the delusion in this episode is scary and heart breaking

  54. SunShyne Richardson

    SunShyne Richardson

    14 uur geleden

    Demi and Kehlani sitting in a tree...

  55. ••Kathy•• CR

    ••Kathy•• CR

    14 uur geleden

    She's so beautiful with that hairstyle, I absolutely love it ❤️❤️ But, even more beautiful was her laugh at the end of the video 💞💞💞

  56. zainab


    14 uur geleden

    demi is such a pure soul. im so proud of her for being so strong

  57. Miss Wings

    Miss Wings

    14 uur geleden

    I don't like the blue hair girl .

  58. Miss Wings

    Miss Wings

    14 uur geleden

    Her mother is NOT IT.

  59. L M

    L M

    14 uur geleden

    I love Will Farrell awwww

  60. Rodrigo Portugal

    Rodrigo Portugal

    14 uur geleden

    i love u, Demi and thank you for the braveness you had to open your heart for all of us. i believe in you. keep safe.

  61. moe nae

    moe nae

    15 uur geleden

    She’s so amazing

  62. Y. Alves

    Y. Alves

    15 uur geleden

    a risada no final, foi onde eu perdi tudo!!! que mulher incrível

  63. Madeline Owens

    Madeline Owens

    15 uur geleden

    I love your new hair style. It looks amazing.

  64. Nikki Konstantinov

    Nikki Konstantinov

    15 uur geleden

    I smoke and am clean mostly. I say no to alcohol because I don’t like it and I don’t want to. But I need to keep boundaries with weed. If I ever find my self not being about to go to work see family or go days with out smoking, then I’ll have to address it and definitely hope I would not smoke anymore if it became an issue. I said clean mostly because in my journey I’ve relapsed a lot and it’s never had anything to do with weed. I just am addicted to heroin. I did date some one in recovery who knew he couldn’t smoke, he was ok with me smoking around him. But if I wasn’t able to not smoke around him as a respect thing then that would have been an issue for me. So after he told me I decided not to smoke around him or before seeing him. You just need to take it all day by day. I pray for Demi. I’ve over dosed so many times it never stops you from using and I wish it did, because so many more people would stay clean. Stay strong my fellow sober people and those who need to find their way.

  65. Jessi Bear

    Jessi Bear

    15 uur geleden

    I've had a similar haircut before and it's honestly so fun! Why do ppl care so much about if she cuts it hair? 🤔 it's just hair

  66. Super Mom

    Super Mom

    15 uur geleden

    That laugh at the end😂😂

  67. sammy aberdein

    sammy aberdein

    15 uur geleden

    Feel like Demi and Russel Brand would have some amazing conversations. He’s now been sober for almost 20 years, stopping at the same age as Demi

  68. Jay_Lyna


    16 uur geleden

    is there a German subtitle like in the other episodes? I don't understand this 😔😕

  69. Alison


    16 uur geleden

    In the next documentary Demi will be saying “yeah that last documentary I was lying to myself and making excuses for moderation”

  70. Karina


    16 uur geleden

    Ok but sir Elton John know everything. I hope Demi stop with all this sh**.

  71. Yuri Silva

    Yuri Silva

    16 uur geleden

    as she said, she's a very "all or nothing" kind of person, maybe moderation can work for her, maybe an abrupt and absolute restriction of her drug use will dig her deeper into addiction causing a stronger relapse later. Nobody knows, I hope she finds her path and redefines her relationship with substances.

  72. Fabiola Paz

    Fabiola Paz

    16 uur geleden

    Demi I love you & your truth we are here for you and love you ❤️

  73. hawaiianshirts2003


    16 uur geleden

    That haircut is amazing. So beautiful!

  74. Sophie Peebles

    Sophie Peebles

    18 uur geleden

    Demi u r beautiful with long and short hair love u 💜

  75. Kaela Collazo

    Kaela Collazo

    18 uur geleden

    Heres the thing, moderation might not work for someone who is recovering from alcoholism or drug addiction, but abstinence doesn't work for someone recovering from am eating disorder. And, speaking from experience, if my two recovery paths are not similar or close to each other I lose sight of one of them. Moderation helps me with both kinds of recovery. Balance helps me with both. But when I was told to stop smoking and drinking forever I fell back to my eating disorder to cope immediately. When I was told I needed to fix my eating disorder (purposely being vauge about my habits here) I started using again. I was back and forth for years but now I am exceling in my life. I have maintained a "healthy" body for over two years while having an occasional drink or smoke when I'm with friends, not to cope. "Healthy" because I did irreversible damage in my eating disorder. And it has worked for me so far. But this is a JOURNEY. It changes a lot over time. It has ups and downs. And what I'm doing now might not work for whatever I want to do in the future. I hope the best for Demi. Its a journey. And all the haters that don't get it, I really am so happy for you that you don't get it.

  76. Marianne Muro

    Marianne Muro

    18 uur geleden

    She needs to get out of Hollywood and get some gospel in her life. Didn’t she get baptized? Wish they told that storyline.

  77. juketrip


    18 uur geleden

    i dont know if youll see this but if you do, i am absolutely just so grateful for you

  78. Anime junkie

    Anime junkie

    18 uur geleden

    I pray for you every day

  79. Jack .Stravinsky

    Jack .Stravinsky

    18 uur geleden

    Koo Koo, Koo Koo, koo koo....

  80. April Mattsson

    April Mattsson

    18 uur geleden

    I understand where she’s coming from wanting to drink in moderation and I get why she thinks it will be better bc if she is controlled she will want it even more.. it’s just worrisome bc this is what started her track to her od. Her letting herself drink here and there again is what lead to it.. like idk I don’t want a repeating cycle.

  81. Zoey Jackson

    Zoey Jackson

    18 uur geleden

    Question for people following the DWTD docuseries?! I heard it's a four parts series does this mean this was the last episode or is their 4 seasons or something? Help me out pls...

  82. Hayley Stephen

    Hayley Stephen

    19 uur geleden

    seeing scooter there after all the taylor stuff....eughhhh

  83. Elizabeth Sagoe

    Elizabeth Sagoe

    19 uur geleden

    I know its hard i have mental health issues n im in recovery. Its hard one day at a time. I see you in me so much

  84. Star Elise

    Star Elise

    19 uur geleden

    Something about her 2 bff dont seem genuine at all

  85. Romane


    20 uur geleden

    i wanna say I'm worried for her, but then again if i were suffering all the time i know i would want some relief too, i can't imagine the mental energy it takes to fight all those demons and deny yourself what you crave all the time

  86. Heather Hurley

    Heather Hurley

    21 uur geleden

    I am the same way Demi, I can only think in black in white, no gray. It can really be hard to think that way. It messes with your head. At least it does on my end.😧

  87. Heather Hurley

    Heather Hurley

    21 uur geleden

    She is so strong!

  88. Heather Hurley

    Heather Hurley

    21 uur geleden

    So 😭.

  89. Heather Hurley

    Heather Hurley

    21 uur geleden

    She has been through so much. 😕

  90. Dalibor Antic

    Dalibor Antic

    21 uur geleden

    I'm sorry you guys maybe is my Question stupid for you but i really doesn't know, is the whole Documentary Dancing with the Devil all on NLcameras to see or can i look on another App or Aplikation the whole Series? Thank's for Answers!💋

  91. R. Syed

    R. Syed

    22 uur geleden

    Ok but seeing her all giddy like a child over a birthday cake is the most precious thing 🥺❤️

  92. Ruben Lopez

    Ruben Lopez

    22 uur geleden

    Needle Lovato

  93. Christine Reynolds

    Christine Reynolds

    23 uur geleden

    Only someone who is an alcoholic/addict themselves can understand this but it’s clear as day to me what she’s doing because I’ve done it myself. She’s trying to convince the people in her life that she is in control because she doesn’t want to stop using. Demi almost died from fentanyl. You don’t try to moderate after ODing from the most dangerous drug out there. There is a reason why we as addicts MUST listen to other people in recovery because our lives depend on it. That’s why there are so many different types of meetings for us to connect with each other and discuss when we are having difficulties or doubt. The facts show people who live long lives with addiction (Elton John) don’t get there by moderation. We must listen to others who have struggled and changed. When we don’t and only listen to ourselves we can justify very dangerous behavior because addiction is a disease that tells you, you don’t have it at all costs. Which is one of the reasons why it’s so deadly. It’s why you see people dying from cirrhosis of the liver still drinking thinking they have it under control. Demi is in extreme denial and it’s very sad to watch. I’m sorry but the truth is this will not end well.

  94. Rosie Jl

    Rosie Jl

    23 uur geleden

    I have also had a eating disorder. it sounds like she would possibly really benefit from intuitive eating with more of a focus on eating for what your body is guiding you to do rather than sticking to a strict diet. It sounds like she is doing it a bit in terms of freeing herself to eat what she likes and finding moderation in her eating. As someone who has struggled with alcohol addition, I found that the whole complete abstinence idea never worked for me. I had a black and white thinking as well and it meant that when I drank, I drank completely over the top as it was my one chance to have alcohol. Instead I would have one cider a few nights a week and with therapy it really addressed my mental health issues to a point where I wasn't binge drinking any more. Of course this isn't a straight road, when I am in a depressive episode I often do struggle with relapse. It is much easier for me tho to get out of relapses with moderation than if I was to go with I am never drinking again.

  95. Tamara _ latley

    Tamara _ latley

    23 uur geleden

    We need german Version please❤

  96. mikin lirou

    mikin lirou

    23 uur geleden

    temptations. That’s is how she is going to get better. Drinking and smoking weed won’t because she will always stay ‘in the past’

  97. Paloma Gomes

    Paloma Gomes

    23 uur geleden

    Que mulher maravilhosa!

  98. Elsy Mejia

    Elsy Mejia

    Dag geleden

    Did anyone else have to pay to watch this?? I really wanna watch this and i am willing to pay but it doesn't give me an option to pay so that i can watch :(

  99. Jaryn Brooks

    Jaryn Brooks

    Dag geleden

    Weed doesn't do much just basically gets you stoned, I am rn

    • mikin lirou

      mikin lirou

      23 uur geleden

      Moderation doesn’t work. Stay clean. Go to narcotics anonymous meetings. That help my parents 15 years clean now. I’m so proud of them. Pls get help. You are a beautiful s

  100. Sabrina A.

    Sabrina A.

    Dag geleden

    Elton is literally the only person who didn’t bs the whole time. During this full documentary they spoke a lot of words, but barely said anything....